anlabo.

heels over head.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 04:39:03 GMT

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me

But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
And where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me

what's right vs what's beneficial.

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 12:42:38 GMT

i can only choose one.
and maybe in the long run, it'll be both.

i just have to think twice.
think, think, think.

think of the right thing to do.
and do it.

it doesn't hurt that way i guess?
instead, it just brings you a lot of "what if"s.

another thing.
it's very hard to think clearly when you are in that position.

all you see and feel is that moment.

does carpe diem apply to choosing the beneficial, because it is here, right now?
or choosing the right thing to do, foregoing the beneficial, and taking the high road?

how can something beneficial not be right? if it hurts someone in the long run, i guess.

think.

rusty.

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 14:26:40 GMT

since this feeling has come
it's been a long while

don't know how to react
caught me by surprise

used to know what to do
now, everything's a mistake

used to know what to say
at the right time, at the right place

hoping someday
we'll laugh at these silly mistakes

i plan to make things right
the question is how?

will i wait for the right moment?
how will i know?
will i say the things i'm feeling?
when's the right time?

what will i say?
what will i do?
i miss you.

just a chance is all i'm asking
maybe we're more than compatible than we'll ever know

how will i know?

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 15:25:50 GMT

what a day.
slept late.
watched dvds. ghost of girlfriend's past.

haha. nice romcom. it speaks about taking risks, caring more and not caring less. something like that.

for today, bumming was the plan.
sush then invited to hang at rockwell with vic.

went there. super hard yung rain, pero ok lang naman. :)
coffee bean, some arcade and then movie.

we watched the land of the lost. pretty funny movie. haha. benta.

so much for today. haha.
planning to go to cebu on wednesday with kuya.

sana matuloy.

ultimate adventure na yun. :D

maybe it's time to come home.

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 15:12:27 GMT

finals is over.
i hardly studied. oh well.
at least tapos na.

i can't believe ang petty na lang ng nakalagay sa to do list ko.
kala ko talaga di siya mauubos.

jpia. thesis. papers. finals.
done.
pero yung jpia, di pa talaga.

haha.
so what are my plans this term break? these are just random:

ice skate
go somewhere outside manila
rock climb
watch movies
see high school friends
read a book
umakyat ng bundok
learn a new song sa gitara
magphotoshop ng bagong background nitong blog na to
magjog
magfootball
sports
watch dvds
go out with *ehem*

speaking of.

is there even a fragment of chance?

kalawang nako sa larong ito. hahaha.

oh well.
i got to read my horoscope. but it was not for that day.
anyways, it said something like:

"let go.. ask yourself how much you want it?.."

hmmmm.

bahala na ang buwan.

falling slowly.

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 18:08:02 GMT

we still got time.

every word is calculated.

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 18:08:21 GMT

kamusta naman?

been falling lately.

i will blog again because something for the first happened for today.

namatayan ako ng kotse.

demit.
sa may armstrong pa lang, parang umuubo na yung makina. wapak.
unang namatayan sa may simbayan sa armstrong.
pinilit magstart. nagstart naman.
then tumigil. then andar.
nakakainis pa, isang beses na intersection ako namatayan.
buti na lang umandar ulit. haha.
then huling tirk sa may capernaum na.

nagtulak ako ng kotse. tinulak ko yung terrano.
grabe. kala ko di ko kaya. haha. tamang leverage lang pala dapat.
haha.
pipagtawanan at sinisigawan pa ako nung mga karpentero sa tabi.
haha. buti na lang dumating din si bani.
kami nagtulak.

haha. :D

easy come, easy go.

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 13:08:15 GMT

i gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night.

i've been eating at yc consistently lately.
nung thursday, dahil libre ni krisha.
nung friday naman, dahil libre ni conrad. haha.

speaking of friday. it was a busy day.
i was supposed to be in la salle at 8 to meet my groupmates in envisoc. too bad, i didn't wake up early. so i went straight to boni high street para imeet sila. i rode a cab going there. sayang sa pera. eh 11 pala nagbubukas pala yung high street. badtrip. buti na lang bukas yung coffee shops. so i had breakfast sa figaro, thinking na marami pakong pera. it turns out what i ordered was the only money i had. shit. oh well.

we went to pateros. accommodating naman yung local government dun. nagpaphotocopy pa kami sa bayan. haha. then, we toured the municipality to look at the dirty rivers. we interviewed some people linving by the river banks. okay naman. haha.super bait ni mang mario. sikat pal lahat kilala siya. haha.

then, punta ako sa la salle after. jing and hi and her friends had lunch sa mildreds. nahiya ako kumain ng 4 cups of rice. hahaha. maybe next time. then, midterms tutorials na ng jpia. nagalit pako dun sa mga tao sa 228. ang angas ko pa eh, pinapakita ko pa yung reservation ticket. turns meron din sila. haha. anlabo talaga.

anyways, thanks to the department sa 302 na yung isang classroom. napaturo pako ng di oras. oh well. enjoy naman ako. :)

and after the tiring tutorials, nagpatulong pa yung block three.

kaya ngayon, balik na naman ako sa la salle. nagtutor ulit.. dan and i joined them for lunch. we didn't eat though. haha. i had lunch with cosca then interview with sir jun tayag, an insurance adjuster.

then, nakita ko yung mga frosh. ambilis ng mga pangyayari. we had a yacult session sa madison. haha.
galing galing.

nakakatuwa yung mga frosh.

sa uulitin.

out!

where are you going? where have you been?

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 16:02:22 GMT

realizations lately.

we're definitely going to canada next year. i'm the least complicated to go there. why? 'cause i just graduated. no work. unlike carlo, who still has to finish college. and unlike kuya, who needs to resign.

less complicated = more pressure.

i asked my mother, "ma, kayo po bahala."

i was expecting an answer like, "kung san ka masaya, suportahan taka."

to my demise, i was answered back with, "kung ako bahala, mag-aaral ka sa canada."

nice one. more accounting.
maybe i'll learn to love it.

...

like the bonsai, if you have strong roots, it doesn't matter how your branches are broken. it will still grow.
i guess that's us? no matter what trials that smashes us into pieces, we can endure it, as long as we have strong roots.

i guess that's the same with going to canada?
we have strong roots, in every way possible.

...

now that we're going to canada next year, i guess CARPE DIEM should the theme of my life for the remaining months. yup, in less than a year, i'm out of the philippines.

ergo, i've decided to give a simple gift to krisha for her birthday. last birthday na niya na makikita ko siya eh.

and with a little push from sush, we've decided to buy her a cake as gift from her jpia family.
the hard part was how to give it to her.

then jenny came up with the idea na ibigay yung cake after magdasal sa acofin. then, everyone will sing happy birthday
so andun ako sa med, waiting for krisha to come and leave. eh magtitime na, so umakyat muna ako sa classroom, only knowing na andun na pala si krisha. paglabas ko ng pinto, nagstart na sila magdasal.

so much for our plan.

so i hurried back to medrano, went to the chapel to get some match and light the candle. demit, i had a hard time removing the plastic. haha. after two or three matches, the match lit up. the candle was ready, and so was the cake. but just after a few steps, the wind blew the flame away.

nice.

so i was back there again, trying two or three matches.
i hurried to our classroom.

on the way, nawala yung apoy ulit.
sumuko nako. haha.

then, i knocked at the door. pagpasok, i just a blank seat in krisha's place.
then, i just saw people giggling.

hahaha.

the plan was wrecked.

then, pagpasok ni krisha, i suddenly shouted, 'HA-PPY Birthday to you'
some sang.

hahaha. oh well.
it was nice to have a backfired plan.

maybe after thirty years, we'll laugh about it.

...

out.

make you believe. make you forget.

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 17:12:28 GMT

it has been a very busy week for me. heck, i had no time for myself. i even cut one of my classes. but it's all good worth it.
thursday was a hell day. last day of arw, pasahan ng thesis, homework for acofin, prepare salusalo, and quiz of tax. not to mention i had to take a picture of the uturn slot along taft avenue.

and yet, we pulled it off. grabe.
partida, di ako natulog. i mean, 1 hour lang ako natulog, at sa kotse pa.

grabe.

it like everyday is turning out to be like that. everything is happening so fast, and a lot is happening.
nakakapagod.

at kahapon, another long day. sumabay lang ako kay mika. i was in la salle before 7 am. demit. i slept sa couch, then ate.
i had a 9 am meeting. ms. eve was there.

walang sikretong naitatago habambuhay.

badtrip. haha.

after meeting, emergency meeting of probe. then induction of officers. we talked to ms. eve naman kagad. everything went well naman. :) buti na lang. and then, officers meeting then pictorial.

just hours later, testimonial dinner na.

pamela was there. :) pangatlong testi dinner na namin to. and ngayon, ako na lang ang nakaformal. haha.
good times. :)

grabe. super crunch time this week. sana makapahinga naman kahit konti this week. i doubt it though. kelangan na bumawi sa acads, kahit konti. :)

its fathers day!
happy fathers day!

and i guess, my dad is my hero.

out.

droplets.

Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:01:32 GMT

sup?

last saturday.

morning: medical.
we went to makati to have our medical. mama has been pushing it for days. ok naman. blood test, urinalysis, etc. i'm good naman. no flu. haha. so i guess, sobrang tuloy na talaga yung canada. we have to be there before june 6 next year.

bummer.

gabi: loi's debut.
i was the only 106. haha. ok lang naman. good food. did enjoy naman. :)

midnight: inuman with zatti.
yeah, dumaan pako kina joel pauwe. around 1 am na yun. haha. go lang. masaya talaga kasama ang barkada. :D

sunday: sta. mesa. sarap matulog. haha. 3.30 na nakauwe eh. haha.

monday: gb with probe. meeting ng konte. then timezone at movie.
the movie was not good. haha. it made us laughed so hard. haha. oh did i forget to mention? it was a horror film.

oh well.
dinner at croc grille. and inuman at bed space.

sarap ng bum. :D

at ngayon.
birthday ni val. super treat sa gateway. from lunch to movie to timezone.
woohoo!

saraaaap. :D

out!

the bummer.

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 15:26:37 GMT

my last floating term had started. it's pretty neat.
for the first day, we closed la salle. jigs, i and lawr left la salle at 10 pm. deem.
sinangag express then starbucks pa. all for the open forum for good governance.

oh well. my classes are just good.
i cut tax na. haha. first vice dean's meeting kasi. haha. just wanted to attend it.

then, for the first thursday i remembered, inuman with probe. sobrang sabog si jigs. nagsuka pa sa burg. haha.
ako naman, forever driver. naghatip pa pauwe.

di pako lasing.

at ngayon, wala kaming pasok for 10 days. all because of the h1n1 flu. oh well. as of now, 3 na daw ang infected from la salle.
kelangan magingat.

so what have i been up to?
marvel vs. capcom
poker
tv.
kain
tulog.

yeah, it's the bum's life. :)
tapos wala pa ring internet sa bahay. ansaya saya. haha. :D

the ultimate summer post.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:29:14 GMT

i didn't post anything about summer.
so i'll try to recollect all that has happened.
and i guess, it's suffice to say, it's epic.
the theme of my last summer was my henna: carpe diem.
hahaha.

my summer started with bora. here goes.

april 25-28. bora adventure.
it was my first time to go to bora. it was fun! :)
all terrain vehicle+parasailing+helmet diving+great food+inuman/party everynight.
haha. parang lang akong nasa taft. andaming la salista. best part? hmmm.
i got to meet a lot of new friends. :)

april 29-may 2. lead.
pagkagaling sa boracay, bataan naman. :) kuya rolly and i had a talk the evening before. basta the point was: magkakaalaman na mar.
wahaha. and nalaman ko naman. haha.
lead was fun. i met the probe people. i had an adventure. nakakaba din pa lang magtakas ng alak. wahaha.
inuman every night. then, late the next morning. some got wasted.

i just remembered: just let me be.

actually, my family and cousins went to puerto galera. ang uwe nila is may 3. so pag-uwe ko sa bahay, i just watch dvds, which i bought sa may overpass. yung overpass na tawiran papuntang multi. i bought 6. hmmm. those were. wait. dragonball, taken, monsters vs. alien, 2fast 2furious, watchmen and some other movie i can't remember now. out of the 6, 3 lang maayos. oh well. i learned my lesson. don't by pirated cds, at least in that stall. haha.

may 3. tambay sa bahay. tv. it's good to see my family again. diego also got a henna on his arm. animo in old english font. haha. how original. what else? di ko na maalala. i think we ate in luk foo again for dinner. haha.

it's norita's birthday toay!

may 4. i went to la salle. i think. inayos ko yung mga jpia stuffs. first draft of gosm deadline ata. hahaha. i can't recall. haha.

may 5. i saw jamie today. world chicken and 17 again was nice. haha. and let's not forget to give credit to the concorde cake, which paved the way for a very good ending of the day. :)

may 6. ocular ng el cacar! haha. i was driving the whole day. mark was late. haha. the terrano was put to the test. all terrains.
we came. we saw. we conquer. hahaha. i was with lee, tan, aira, shan, acosta and tan. haha. lee led the way. buti na lang. :)
el cacar was nice. but pico de loro was just amazing. sayang lang nalate kami ng konte. free food sana. hahaha. umikot pa kasi kami for no reason eh.

the gas of the terrano was the thrill of it. we underestimated the trip. sobrang siksikan at sobrang tarik pala nung daan. lalo na nung papuntang pico. haha. but we made it. what can i say. thanks to mark's singing at the back with my guitar, anlakas ng ulan pauwe. hahaha.
plus the fog! grabe. yung gitnang line na lang yung nakikita namin. good thing nanlibre si lee ng dinner sa pancake house. :)

from la salle to el cacar to pico de loro to tagaytay to lee's house to la salle again to multi.
driving skills, level up! hahaha.

may 7. went to isla lipana today. haha. ms. cathy treated the pl asia team for lunch, cos at long last, napasa na yung financial statements. haha. buti na lang nasama ako sa team na yun. good food! we ate at shanghai bistro. yum yum. i got wet though, sobrang lakas ng ulan at wala akong payong. :|

sush and i had dinner at chili's greenhills. haha. i was so late. haha. sorry naman sush. haha. had margarita. di namin masyado nasulit though. haha. and i met 2 of her up friends by surprise apparently. haha. then, bago umuwe dumaan muna akong gj to see jamie and bianca. libreng kape din yun. haha.

may 8. it's coleen's debut today! haha. carlo and i went on a journey to fairview. sobrang layo. aroung 2 hours yung biyahe. twas good to see chesca, tinay and agnes again. :) and pauleen was there too. got to chat. she still remembered me. haha. just chatted with some old friends.

nagsalita ako for 18 shots. sobrang biglaan. i was asked, pano mo nakilala si coleen?
i said: "yung ex...tra ordinary bestfriend ko kasi pinsan niya..."
wahaha. sorry pauleen, can't say that. :P

then sinundo namin si kuya sa mcdo, q. ave. pauwe. :)

may 9. birthday ni kirk today. pero walang handa. haha. first day ng frosh welcoming today. three little pigs ang theme ng jpia. ang mga baboy: ako, j.em, drex. haha. and mark and lor was there. we were just shouting at the frosh people. we didn't see vlad's sister though. after frosh welcoming, went to amphi i think. basta nagkwentuhan kaming konte ni kishia don, then ken and flip came. we went to mcdo. but then, i saw jamie sa second floor. haha. dumaan muna sa medrano. then, sumunod na lang kami ni krisha sa mcdo. :)

post lead gala with probe. :) we went to greenbelt. startreck was so good. :D long live and prosper. haha. dinner at somewhere. at humabol si jigs! with chocolates. haha. ayun, napainom pa tuloy kami sa croc grille. then, starbucks pa. good times with probe. :)
natakot lang kami ni krisha kasi baka di kami magising. haha. salubong the next day eh.

may 10. salubong! woohoo. di nako natulog. nakauwe nako from greenbelt around 12. naghatid pa sa annex 41, only to be there after 4 hours. hahaha. oh well. good naman. :) pero anlayo nung pinagparking ko. kelangan pa magtaxi ng five minutes.

we were just shouting there. walang'ya na kung walang'ya. haha. then, breakfast at mcdo.
after the long wait, board ops na. i was assigned in adamson. we had to deliver. and deliver we did. pero natapon yung drinks. oh well. got to see pam and cy again. doing good naman. :)

i remembered, nakita ko pa si tony, from dbs, while parking sa simbahan malapit sa adamson. weird coincidence. pinakilala pa niya sakin bf niya. haha.

i had to go home fast. hinahanap nako ng pamilya ko eh. sa linden suits kasi sila natulog. it's benny's birthday celebration. di nako humabol, para makasama sa salubong. *pero gusto ko rin talagang ihatid si krisha nun. haha.
pag-uwe ko, andun si ron. hahaha. at di na siya nagbago. it was good to see an old friend. :) tatawa ka na lang. :D

may 11. it was a monday. i remembered that during the mondays of my last summer, it was always a lazy monday. just bumming around. may that's why i can't recall that much.

may 12. woohoo. it's my birthday! i'm twenty. let me see. the first one who greeted was my brothers. i guess. pero parang si paulina. haha. di ko maalala. and the last ones were princess and carlo. they were waiting for 11.59 eh. haha.

i went to tagaytay with jamie for today. yeah, that's my gift for myself: a long drive. i dunno. gusto ko lang magdrive. haha. we ate at antonio's. good food. sarap ng sisig at bbq. dessert at starbucks. sarap nung 2 cakes. one was blueberry cheesecake, the other was some-mango-float-thing-a-bob. haha. i dunno its name. haha. then, we went ziplining after. woohoo.

then i realized that every year, during my birthday, i'll experience something new. for now, it's the zipline. wohoo.

after tagaytay, we wanted to watch a movie in glo. super hinabol namin. we used the skyway pa. but to our disappointment, we didn't made it. oh well. we just went timezoning. haha.

then dinner with my family at king crab. :)

when i got home, the weirdest happened. somebody just sent me a cake. somebody named bianca. somebody i don't know. weiiird.

may 13. enchanted kingdom with probe.
nagcommute lang kami papunta! haha.

anchors away! haha. fun fun. screaming while taking pictures. i, jigs, lawr, sasa, anika, kat.
haha. we played the laser tag. sasa and i won over jigs and lawr. then, sa rio grande rapids, i got soaking wet. demit. wala pa man din akong dalang damit. oh well. after that, we tried the srrx. nakakatakot naman in fairness. kat was pinching jigs. haha. all the girls were screaming. haha.

loved the view on top of the wheel of fortune.

may 14. probe meeting at starbucks. then, deer hunter after. first time experiences. haha.
dana and ruby plus two other guys were there. :)

may 15. may birthday bash. i, carlo and jason's birthday party at my house.

pero pumunta muna ako sa skul nung umaga, then u.m. muna ng konte. guitar hero with brack. :D
then, nagmadaling umuwe para makapagayos. i asked chesca for sounds. we had same sounds during coleen's debut. haha.

pinakaunang bisita sila chesca. :) and to think, late na sila nun. haha.
all of my close friends were there. from highschool to college. as in close. nakakatuwa nga eh. my block and jpia were represented by my closest friend among them all. krisha. :)

sila sila yung mga pumunta:
chesca, agnes, tinay, coleen, shermaine, and len.
macapinlac! :D
sushee at vic.
krisha. jamie and dek.
and of course, zatti! maki, kirk, bene, paulina and frank. :D

tapos nasiraan pa ng kotse sila dek. haha. naghatid pa tuloy ako. at natuloy naman yung mini surprise sakin ni jamie. haha.

pagbalik sa bahay, basagan. nakatulog na lang ako.

may 16. late na nagising. poker for breakfast. haha. nah, we had sardines for breakfast. ubos yung kaldero. hahaha. then, naghatid ng mga tao then tumambay kina paulina. we watched transformers and printed some jpia documents. haha. super funny.

i had hangover the whole day though. i guess that's what you get from bacardi, cuervo, the bar and tequila. crap.

may 17. BOARD OPS!

may 18. board ops na naman. badtrip lang di ko maencash yung cheque. haha.

pam, cy, pearle was there. kalbo si vlad. i didn't stay long. i had sa scrap meeting pa sa la salle. haha. probe was dominating! hahaha. after scrap, guitar hero na naman. with probe naman ngayon. :D

may 19. birthday ni belette! :D i can't recall that much for today. i guess i rested the whole day. haha. i dunno.

may 20. supposedly, dapat sa club manila east kami magsiswimming ng probe. but, it turns out, kina anika kami nagswimming. it was a good choice. haha.

nauna kami nila krisha, ken at flip dun. then, dumating na sila lawr at kat. haha.
saya magswim! we played a game wherein it was so intense. demit. tulakan, tapakan, at kung anu-ano pa.
then we played a secret game after.

let's just say that during the process i learned a few things. sad, disappointing things.
haha.

oh well. :D i won sa poker.
as usual, naghatid na naman ako pauwe. :)

may 21. now, dapat magbibiking kami ni jamie sa ccp. hindi na naman natuloy. haha. nagwalking na lang kami. haha. then, we went home para magpahinga. and then, umalis na kami.

i can't recall that much. pumunta ata ako sa skul. haha. i dunno.

may 22-23. teambuilding of jpia. it was nice. galing ni tan. di ko lang magets yung isang bagay. oh well. pabayaan na lang natin. bakit kaya siya sumama? baka nga nakaramdam si krisha na kakausapin ko siya. haha.sabi ni cy, yu
although, for me it didn't turn out so well. nagaway kami ni krisha towards the end. she has a point though. dapat mageexplain ako, but then, i thought wag na lang.

what's the point. i'm done explaining myself. just move forward and learn. i can't change the past nor what i've done. i can just hope againgst hope that things will be better, that this too shall pass, and that all shall be well. i should just have faith that all of these adversities are part of a grander scheme of things, one that i can't fathom at all. i will just continue and love what i'm doing.

hope. faith. love.

may 23. may lakad yung block sa tagaytay, pero di nako sumama. i just reasoned out na wala nakong pera. but the truth of the matter was that i needed a breather. masyadong magulo. too weird for me.

oh well. i wen to chesca's birthday. but i didn't stay too long. haha. then, salubong sa sta. mesa for carlo's birthday! woohoo. i was so tired na na dapat magbibihis lang ako, pero nakita ko yung kama at sobrang lamig ng kwarto. dapat hihiga lang ako. next thing i know, umaga na pala. haha.

at least andun ako before mag 12! hahaha.

may 24. birthday ni carlo. birthday ni ate cis.

LUK FOO! hahaha.

that's my summer. last summer. it was fun.
and yet, parang may kulang. hmmm.

what can i say, i miss your eyes.

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:55:32 GMT

enrollment for summer ngayon.

the original plan was ian, my good 108 friend, will enroll on the during the 8 am shift, then drop the course pag ako na mageenroll. para may sure na slot ako.

turns out, ian has already enrolled that section for next term. ergo, can't reserve me a slot.

i texted people for favors.
yung iba late nagreply.
yung iba, same case with ian.

so wala na.

pagdating ng 12, puno na lahat ng section.

di ako nakaenroll = overload next term.

at first, hesitant ako.
pero i realized the big picture all of a sudden.

i just have to look at the glass half full.

this is actually a good thing. i need a break. after the third mod, i think i deserve this vacation. haha. pahinga naman.
this will be the last. this will be the best. this will be epic.

i hope. :D

is this what driving brings?

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 09:08:23 GMT

quite a something day.
i dunno how to describe it. basta today was something.

morning was fun. happy.
breakfast at max.

nakakakaba course card distribution.
i passed all.
sabit lang sa dalawa..
oh well. at least walang uulitin.

but how come i can't feel that happy right now.

first rule in life.
never expect. it ruins a beautiful day.
just when you think it will get better, think again.

i pictured this day to be epic, planning what will happen. how to start it, how to end it.
to my dismay, it isn't epic right now. hahaha.

oh well.
the day isn't over. it's only 5 pm.

who knows. :D

ciao ciao.

And the stereo sings our song
And we don't hesitate sing along

first of summer.

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 11:25:37 GMT

last day of school. compre of cis3. hmmm.
sakto lang. :)

shulen even texted, "last push na guys. let's shew them what we got."

hahaha.

but, i went out the day before.
to la salle for the mock quali.
then to gb for max brenner supposedly. haha.
then to starbucks at jupiter.

so what happened after the long awaited final examination?

yellow cab with jeff, mark, tan and iyaaaa. :) yeah, matagal tagal kong di nakita si iya. haha.

after yc, i went home only to find out that the house is closed.:|
that's my father. he wants everything secured. haha. like all the doors have locks. some doors even have two locks. haha. at magaling siya magtago ng mga kung anu-anong bagay. haha.

so there. no choice. just went out again.
greenhills.
then galleria.
then metrowalk.
then back to greenhills to get the car. haha.

i thought the night was over. but sush is in fort. sakto, i needed advice.

so i went there. to pasto.
met a lot of people. sush's friends. i forgot the names though. haha.

then, kwentuhan at seatle's.
good.

...

best summer ever. :D
here i come.

when time and confusion collide.

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 15:03:41 GMT

i know what i'm getting myself into.
and yet i still go.

nevertheless, i walk this path with fear. and i have a lot of fears.
and you know my fears.

and i guess the greatest risk is not taking this risk at all.

so here i am,
falling into the sky.
passing by this unknown road.
hoping there's a light in the end.

forget regrets, or life is yours to miss.

carpe diem.

dreams.

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 05:17:54 GMT

what do dreams represent?
are they our utmost desires residing in our subconscious mind?
or are they the opposite of what we want to happen in our lives?

i dunno.

here are some dreams:
1. graduation. it was not mine. people you know, love, and don't know are there. then, there's a shade where i came and a friend accompanied me.

insignificant?
who knows. maybe that will happen some time in the future. :D i hope i graduate on time though.

2. it's the end of the world and i'm the driver. haha. i picked up my friend then all of a sudden everyone's hitching a ride.
wahaha.

insignificant?
who knows. maybe i'm bound to drive. hahaha. :D

when the past and present collide.

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 05:43:02 GMT

are they bound to clash? haha.

anyways,
i remember the dr. seuss message at the end of our quiz yesterday.
it goes something like this.

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

so true. hahaha.

so what had happened. let me recall.

been playing pusoy with my brothers and sister.
went to zest air to rebook.
uhhh, what else.
ah yeah, kaya ko na ulit magpuyat!

haha. like before, i can stay up to 3, 4 and even 5 am. haha.
i wonder why? haha.

what else.
easter sunday.
puyat.
pero gumising pa din.
went to megamall.
ganda ng chapel dun.
the priest was good. very good.

thought us about the 3 stones in the life of Christ.
first stone.
the stone that devil used to tempt Jesus.
second stone.
the stone to be casted on Mary Magdalene.
third stone.
the stone tomb that was opened when Jesus resurrected.

pero, puyat pa din ako.
kahit may quiz ako. haha.

iba talaga.

monday.
slept around 4 am na.
woke up around 8.

medyo sabog yung quiz.
haha.

there's a first time for everything.
let's just put it that way. haha.

tuesday. today. or a while ago.

very awsome day or night.
nakabawi ng tulog.
yeaboi.

after class was the highlight of the day.

medrano. signed a lot of activity reports. wrestled with vlad.
went to agno after.
beach.
caltex, for a 100 peso gas.

indecisiveness was put to end.
haha.

mejo traffic sa slex pero ok lang. :D

then, the radio played saltwater room.
karmic synergy? haha.

sarap sa omakase. :) i liked the ambience there. i'll definitely go back.
american dream. oyster butter yaki. (i dunno if i spelled it correct. haha.)
but the best part was the dessert.
green tea icecream!!!

hahaha.

pauwe, i gave the gas receipt instead of the parking ticket. haha.
sabog.
pero masaya.

great night. :)

at di kami nawala. after the long road, left then right at the second corner. hahaha.
yeah.

...

let it grow.
don't close doors.
don't miss out the chance of letting a spark turn into an eternal flame.
carpe diem.
gratia omnia.

time together is just never quite enough.

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:46:57 GMT

tuesday.

first modcis3 quiz. didn't study that well. played 'send it up' before i took the test. hahaha.
just answered what i can. i finished 1 hour ahead. :| don't know if that's good or not. haha.
then, off to moa.

sunset pics. we became models for this shoot all of a sudden. haha. here are some.

photos by anika recto

cool. gusto ko na rin magphotography. hahaha.
then, padi's point.
the speakers were better than the live band. they keep on murdering good songs! no wonder masmaraming tao sa labas. hahaha.
redhorse again. saktong inom lang. :)

went to las pinas on my way home.
something was different this time. i dunno. was there something different? a lot of things bothering my mind. gah.
same people, same car.
maybe it's the radio. hahaha. or the open windows.

yeah. i remembered krisha's advice.
need to learn how to keep feelings and thoughts. :D
i suck at that. hahaha. oh well.

like a raindrop in an endless sea,
just go with the flow.

wednesday.

woke up at 6 am.
parang umuuwi na lang ako para matulog.
then, punta ng bahay ni kirk.
antipolo.

present: marts, frank, monica, pedro, bene, kai, anjo, igs, maki, frank, marc, vj, kirk.
mga humabol: rainier, danica, arwyn, jana. :D
absent: paulina.

cool naman yung place. di lang namin napasok yung lambanog. oh well. 13 muchos of redhorse did suffice. haha.
si maki palaging talo sa pusoy dos. palagi tuloy nagslide. haha.
si bene, anlaki na ng tiyan. parang manong lang sa kanto eh. hahaha.

speaking of bene. nagkausap kami by the poolside. it goes something like this.

marts: bro, sino ba yung pinakamagandang gf dito?
ben: hahaha. 'wag mokong tanungin jan. may gf ako eh. dapat single tanungin mo.
marts: ah oo nga naman. sino ba single dito?

marts looked over the pool.

ben: marts, ikaw lang single dito.
marts: talaga? *** hahaha.

oh well. here's a photoshop of the pics.
naayos na kasi yung desktop and bakasyon. so photoshop na lang ulit.
yeah. simple lang :D hirap talaga pag walang slr. manual blurr. hahaha. di pa pulido. oh well.

at bakit nga ba dalawa yung pic namin ni kyra? haha. wala lang. :D congrats to kyra and anjo. haha. kundi sila naging couple jan, 3 sana kaming single. wahaha. oh well.
that sums up the antipolo trip. barkada. cool views. lovers. mucho. cards. fun. :D

nakauwi nako around 10.
and i've finally booked for bora.
hahaha.
talked to kat. yeah. nalowbat yung cordless. twas like more than 5 hours. haha. di man lang namin napansin. we made a bucket list. yeah. 3 mins became 30. haha.
thursday.

bisita iglesia.
corny this year.
nagkatamaran yata.
nagcar kami. no long walks.
dati, pag dating sa aristocrat, nagmamadali kami kumain kasi bawal magmeat pag 12 midnight na. good friday.
ngayon, kain lang ng kain. hahaha.

oh well.

out!

...

When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

and this is current song of life.

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:18:29 GMT

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

-we the kings

totes. aguy. ardent.

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 06:14:57 GMT

yeah. some of the words lately. haha.

so watsup? *in the tone of my supahfly friend. hahaha*

been harassed in the last 2 to 3 weeks.
jpia.
thesis.
mod.

but happy pa din naman. thanks to probe i guess.
i've been attending parties. cool. stress reliever.

jpia.
got the evaluations. not so good.
ergo, i have to prove myself. here we go again.

thesis.
lovin' my thesismates.
been staying at torre for quite a while now.
been to dee's house na din.
kelan kaya sa amin?
but kahit ano man sabihin ng iba, i do firmly believe we did a great job. :)

mod.
kelan ka ba mawawala? i remembered ej's line. it goes something like this:
"ang 100 percent di yan dinidivide. minumultiply yan." hahaha.
guess i should also give 100 percent in this area. haha.

it even came to a point that i drank brewed coffee from starbucks with four packets of sugar, just to wake up and do all of these.
turns out, it was too much. didn't sleep. haha.

parties.
attended beach bound, econorg, bms and adcreate party. and of course our jpia party. babawi kami!

so much, that's what has been happening in my life for the past 2 - 3 weeks.

...

but, just when you thought life is just like that, fate slaps you in the face.
haha.

then, the bus didn't came.
then, i got a ride home. at least every tuesdays and thursdays. haha.
...

what was once (last term, speecom? haha)
a far sighted glance, now gazed too close.
and i'm happy fate slapped me in the face.
i even got two cd's. haha.

...

and i'm back on the ice.
why?
simply because we'll move with a glacial pace.

...

one last thing before i study again.

i'm going to bora!
wahahaha.

...

out!

at walang kamalay-malay.

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 05:10:31 GMT

stressed with jpia and thesis. yung mod? ok pa naman. nakkapaglaan pa naman ng oras kahit papano. hahaha.

been going to starbucks at harbor square with mona to study. grabe. hirap.

went pamela's grad party at bureau. coolness. met a lot of people.
went to joel's play with paulina, v, drei, kirk. you're a good man, charlie brown. got an autograph from the beautiful actress, named athena. cool. then, treat ni tita sa red ribbon. sarap. :D

kahapon.
late ako sa quiz. haha. oh well. thesis. seminar. then jog with pamela at sports com.
nanlibre ulet si vlad sa plato. haha. di naman ako nalasing. sakto lang :P
then, napadaan pa sa trader's pauwe. :P yey. haha.

lapit na party. excited. hahaha.

out!

don't change the mountain. let the mountain change you.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 16:06:49 GMT

wahaha. it's been a while.

last thursday.

miss ally was late. got free starbucks. haha. lovin' isla lipana more.
plus, lunch at ucc cafe. san ka pa. lovin' isla lipana more, ulet. haha.

friday?

so client for today as i remember.
talked mc. okay naman. i was with my eb.

saturday.

eb meeting.
celebrating heart's day at pgh.
princess and i pretended. wahaha. i dunno kung naniwala sila. gumatong na lang ako eh.
meet mary anne, the little girl from pasig na may tumor na pinasok sa ospital nung feb 4 ata, na paalis na din na binigyan namin ng balloon at choknut.

batch gathering at taste asia. hands down ako sa bagong board ops committee.
ayos ayos.

then, inuman ng konte sa guilly's with pam, ping, vlad, jamex, glenn, jay and maybs.

sunday.

"wakey wakey."
maybs texted me that.
haha. buti na lang nagising ako.

birthday climb of vlad. went to mt. palay palay.
got lost along the way.
went back.
got the right trail back, thanks to the signs.
signs as explicit as arrows and plastic and as enigmatic as stones on top of each other and bottles pointing to the same direction which at first you will think of as litter.

next time na yung pico de loro. haha.

vlad treated dinner with mcdo. wahaha

good day.

today. monday.

i thought walang client, so binalik ko na yung laptop ko. turns out, meron pa pala. so hassle. kinuha ko pa ulet, then punta ako sa shell. vouching ng konte. may libreng starbucks ulet. hahaha. then balik na sa isla.

punta kami ni dee sa krispy kreme. kami nalang gumawa ng thesis. wala si anj, and super late na si dodoy.
after thesis, went to la salle for the emergency meeting for the party.
ok naman. fine.

then, went to bulletin boards, finding the adcreate's. buti na lang nahanap ko si monna lissa.
went to cso office. antaas. para lang pumirma.
then, monna and i went to sports com to meet the cosca people and the calatagan farmers.

we didn't stay. we're hungry.
had dinner at tropical hut. and monna treated me dessert at starbucks.
panalo talaga yung oreo cheesecake and banofee pie. yum yum.

nakita ko pa is laven. hahaha.

good day. :D

how many words.

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 15:00:30 GMT

mrt. walked ayala. breakfast at pantry. sayang yung corned beef.
vouching with miss ally. spider solitaire.
lunch sa katapat. sarap ng fish. vouch. balik sa isla. puntang skul with norita.
ash wednesday. pirma. hatid iya. bus ride. tawag si zel. balik. sakay jip.
uwi na talaga. bus with lysette.

hahaha. sinong tamad?

and i just realized, there's no point in grieving. ganun lang talaga siya. ganun siya eh. haha.
acceptance.
tanggap lang ng tanggap.

..